From the recording The Borderline Personality Disorder E.P.
Lyrics
Well…
I guess I wish that you were still here
When I'm like a fish to your bait, drawn near
Back to where we tried to kiss after our first few beers
Now my eyes are filled with these fresh new tears
But I'm still living here in the Golden State
Yeah, it's weird, living in this Golden Age
From the L.A. River way up to the Golden Gate
But I can't forget she's not here with me, yeah, everything is going great
Well..
When she walked in dressed in all black
Dressed in black
And even the playboys all fall back
All fall back
With her raven jet black hair
Jet Black
I was vaguely aware she looked like trouble
But, uh…
…uh, I really didn't care
Well,
When you're living in an early grave
And everything's forgiven at the pearly gates
Besides, I want to love you
Even if it's in the worst way
That's why I don't trust you
To lift your curse today
So now, while I roam in the black
In the black
Somewhere I've never known to come back
Never come back
While you smile safely, deep in your sleep
Your favorite dream
of a razor and me
We seem happy
We're both Laughing..
Laughing
Laughing
Laughing
Laughing as I fucking bleed
But I'm still living here in a Golden State
Yeah, it's killer living here in these golden days
Now all I've got is a bad liver and I'm living in a golden cage
And I just can't forgive her for leaving me this way
So, I'm still living here in a Golden State
Golden State
Im still living here in a Golden State
Golden State
Im still living here in a Golden State
Golden State